i lead a very sad life. i have no friends. i am fat. i am ugly.
friendship day is coming i have only 6 friends after counting 2 hands are enough to count the all of them. fml why am i such a loser. nicole sinyee jm quay wyeinn hongling those are the few that i rmb or i want to rmb they were there when i need them.
nicole: you have your own problems, i have mine too but we always have fun tgt. probably because we have the same birthday, we were just kinda connected. ok idk, i totally didnt expect us to be so close at all. im really sorry when i didnt know how to console you when you were sad, i felt really useless but i guess you know i'll be there for you all the time, i love you.
sinyee: i have to admit that i wasnt that close to you last year but i think we are slightly closer this year. i think we are really different but you are really lovely. idk what you think about me, but im glad to have you as a friend, i love you.
jingmei: its been 7 years since i know you, its a really long time. you are funny, weird, lame but still the same jingmei i knew. even though you changed a little, but i still love you the same. 7 years is a really long time and im really happy to have you here with me, i love you.
quay: ever since we both came into dhs we were always in the same class, i thought you were just some normal friends or classmates but if i dont have you with me i think i will feel really weird and uncomfortable. you may be the most insensitive person, but i noe you're really nice. i love going with you to school everyday and i love you.
wyeinn: even though i get to see you very little, but i love you alot. i always tell you all my little secrets because i noe you'll keep them to yourself. idk what to say to you, or maybe idk how to but i guess you should know how much i love you, i wish i can see you more often.
hongling: we always share the same thoughts and opinions, and we always have fun tgt. probabaly because we are in zheng 3 tgt, so we get to talk more. i really love you alot, i wish i can see you more often also.
chinese new year is coming and i wish that my life will not be so pathetic anymore. i know its impossible but at least, let me think about it.
no one wants me. no one loves me. i really dont understand how can i be such a loser.