you were gone, why are you back now? i thought i could but the truth is, i cant. so today had lessons until 10.30 before going for the performance thing for the china ppl. fucking alot of things happen and i was really pissed off. how could so many bad things happen on the same day huh? i noe hongling wyeinn and aiyi kept asking me if i was alright im really sorry that i couldnt say much. idk whats wrong with me, maybe because of her, or him or sth, i really dunno i might not even be thinking at all, i just felt so fucked up. but was fine in the end la, like somehow. (if only you knew)